I desire to refine the acceleration of counsiousness actualizing source directly with a group of beings that share this intention and can speak to authentic, direct experience.
to catalyze one another and oneself into clarity freedom and empowerment.
To create a super accelerative container that transcends you out of all the other bubble realities of bs and in essential ism.
To intentional clarifies source itself, and come from the highest.
To accelerate the integration of unique perspective back and forth to the one. Where every being is committed and applying their will to and from this intention. And I can get reflection upon the nuances of relevant/cutting edge experience and my own relationship to it, as I chisel away at the work to purely merging with God’s desire from within my unique perspective.
To rewire my reality in accordance with this, see through all assumptions and compensations, on every level and subtlety of my being until all I am coming from and going to is the mission of gods desire.
That all this nearly unbearable beauty of desire is all that I am worthy of and by nature already what I am. Utterly meant for me. Then what action arises from it already being the case?
The following:
That I am free diving myself to my destiny moment by moment. Actualizing purely my calling by forging my own career/calling direct from clarifying what I want most purely. That I am refining the nuances of awareness with a group of high caliber cutting edge beings in a keta and my day to day relationships, ever expanding to more pure and cutting edge sourceful subtle relating….integrating all the perspectives to more profound degrees of awareness.
That we are creating a collective consciousness that can learn faster together, hold the intention stronger as a group field to reflect, purify, empower, and awaken beyond what any one being could do on their own… accomplishing eons worth of work in a matter of years or months that a single being would otherwise take lifetimes to reach.
I feel the growth to be an exponential curve that would otherwise be a slow climbing plateu or dead end circle. I feel it important we as individuals and as a group do the work to be ready for this level of service.
And actually it’s pure source that I’m falling in love with, refining myself to, and that even NLS and Benthino can be another form I am careful not to attach to. That I am my own self sourced entity carving my own frontiers.
It terrifies me and excites me simultaneously… To be that direct and pure. That even the epicness I feel with Benthino’s work is directly mine. It would obliterate the trigger within the epicness, that feels like a desire to be recognized and related to from my amazingness, and rather I could be it purely. Directly. Free diving into this insight with every sour, confined feeling.
That I can do this work myself, for myself, and be my own teacher. And that all else will be given as I desire so long as I am convicted in the essence and I continue taking the steps and let go of the rest. Or rather, I integrate all the rest.
All the seeming not what I wants, are felt and seen through to what I want until I am basking purely in the ever expanding empty full pure free peaceful powerful peaks of resonant being and all that is left is what I desire minus a single contradiction. And I am it. All of it. I am.